#466. How do you know when it’s over? - Maybe when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing in front of you. - Gunnar Ardelius 

#466. How do you know when it’s over? - Maybe when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing in front of you. - Gunnar Ardelius 

1 week ago on 14 July 2014 ~ 1:04pm 2 notes
#465. I keep telling myself that I don’t miss you and I don’t love you, hoping one day I’ll believe it.

#465. I keep telling myself that I don’t miss you and I don’t love you, hoping one day I’ll believe it.

2 weeks ago on 8 July 2014 ~ 1:48pm 9 notes

June 8

I’ve just cut my hair really short, and I got a turquoise highlight on the back. I realize I can only be comfortable with short hair, so I’m done trying to raise my hair and get dreadlocks someday. Then I just feel like, I’m still so young, I can still do crazy things that wow people. And BOOM!

After seeing me with my new hairstyle, the mother (I’ll call my “so-called mom” that way from now on) showed her disappointment, “Why do you keep doing that? Can you just be a normal girl?” Screw her, It’s not a shocking hairstyle or something @@ I feel more like myself, that’s what matters. I can’t be pretty in social standard, then I’ll be pretty my own way. I think it’s time to be that confidence :P

But surely I still want to lose weights T____T.

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1 month ago on 8 June 2014 ~ 12:06pm 5 notes
sharon-lai:

Haunting lyrics: Cough Syrup - Young The Giant 
The first time I’ve heard this song was on my Glee season 3, episode 14, my most favorite, when a gay boy named Dave Karofsky was totally depressed because his so-called friends found out who he was and made fun of that. And he cry his eyes out in his room, put on his best suit and tried to kill himself.
I had never cared about gay people before. Like, I knew that judging them for being born in the wrong shape was wrong, I never did that. But I never cared about any kind of support campaign, it was just that I had something else to care about.
Glee really does influence me to look at gay people with eyes opened wide. Beside, they make me feel understood because I’m like another version of Finn who was so lost after high school and the only thing people do when they see me is asking me what I’m going to do with my life, which I’ve been questioning myself all the time. Damn it!

sharon-lai:

Haunting lyrics: Cough Syrup - Young The Giant 

The first time I’ve heard this song was on my Glee season 3, episode 14, my most favorite, when a gay boy named Dave Karofsky was totally depressed because his so-called friends found out who he was and made fun of that. And he cry his eyes out in his room, put on his best suit and tried to kill himself.

I had never cared about gay people before. Like, I knew that judging them for being born in the wrong shape was wrong, I never did that. But I never cared about any kind of support campaign, it was just that I had something else to care about.

Glee really does influence me to look at gay people with eyes opened wide. Beside, they make me feel understood because I’m like another version of Finn who was so lost after high school and the only thing people do when they see me is asking me what I’m going to do with my life, which I’ve been questioning myself all the time. Damn it!

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1 month ago on 1 June 2014 ~ 11:23am 119 notes

Maybe she will never love you back, but she will always, always, need you. - Sharon Lai.

Maybe she will never love you back, but she will always, always, need you. - Sharon Lai.

1 month ago on 27 May 2014 ~ 2:26am 30 notes
#464. I want to be cared, but in the other hand, I don’t want to be seen through.

#464. I want to be cared, but in the other hand, I don’t want to be seen through.

2 months ago on 5 May 2014 ~ 11:41am 8 notes
#463. Speak the truth, even if your voice shakes..

#463. Speak the truth, even if your voice shakes..

3 months ago on 20 April 2014 ~ 11:10am 16 notes
sharon-lai:

Haunting songs: Nobody’s Home - Avril Lavigne

I bet we all have songs that always remind us of some period time of our life.
I don’t have many things in my life to be proud of, but compare to what I’ve done, singing in a cover band for a short time was a great time of my life. And it was really amazing singing songs I love, like Avril Lavigne’s My Happy Ending, Nobody’s Home, Maroon 5’s She Will Be Loved, etc.
It was really amazing until I realized people liked watching me performing these songs because they were popular tracks, not because they felt related or so. I figured it out when I recommended The Pretty Reckless’ songs to the band and they told me, “Please, people don’t know this band, choose something they can sing along!”
I got shocked, I thought music was about finding and saving someone’s soul, I didn’t know money was what mattered the most to the band ‘cause they said they were just doing it for the passion. They even told me to cover Lady Gaga’s hits, which was fine, but, damn, it hurt not being accepted.
I left the band, or maybe they let me go without hesitating, and promise to myself if I ever work in the music industry, I’ll be myself first, ‘cause if I keep floating along “the trend”, I may commit suicide.

sharon-lai:

Haunting songs: Nobody’s Home - Avril Lavigne

I bet we all have songs that always remind us of some period time of our life.

I don’t have many things in my life to be proud of, but compare to what I’ve done, singing in a cover band for a short time was a great time of my life. And it was really amazing singing songs I love, like Avril Lavigne’s My Happy Ending, Nobody’s Home, Maroon 5’s She Will Be Loved, etc.

It was really amazing until I realized people liked watching me performing these songs because they were popular tracks, not because they felt related or so. I figured it out when I recommended The Pretty Reckless’ songs to the band and they told me, “Please, people don’t know this band, choose something they can sing along!”

I got shocked, I thought music was about finding and saving someone’s soul, I didn’t know money was what mattered the most to the band ‘cause they said they were just doing it for the passion. They even told me to cover Lady Gaga’s hits, which was fine, but, damn, it hurt not being accepted.

I left the band, or maybe they let me go without hesitating, and promise to myself if I ever work in the music industry, I’ll be myself first, ‘cause if I keep floating along “the trend”, I may commit suicide.

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3 months ago on 10 April 2014 ~ 8:54pm 732 notes
#462. I keep judging myself to get hurt less when other people judge me. - Sharon Lai

#462. I keep judging myself to get hurt less when other people judge me. - Sharon Lai

3 months ago on 7 April 2014 ~ 1:48pm 26 notes
sharon-lai:

Haunting songs: Lithium - Nirvana
Their lyrics are what I write in my diary, what hovers over my head, how I feel when I’m depressed..

sharon-lai:

Haunting songs: Lithium - Nirvana

Their lyrics are what I write in my diary, what hovers over my head, how I feel when I’m depressed..

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3 months ago on 5 April 2014 ~ 1:24pm 196 notes